Pseudo-Necrophillic Rite
Direct sexual interaction with corpses is a near impossibility for those with
professions outside of the medical or mortuary sciences. The obvious exception
being, those who actually murder people for the purpose of having sex with the
corpses (which is a shitty thing to do).
However, the direct experience of a sexual situation combined with at least the
simulation of death may work in both an anathemic and transformative way
(depending on how you work it).
The rite can be attempted in an autoerotic, or homoerotic way, for obvious
reasons there are obstacles for women in the active capacity with a passive male
partner but this can be remedied with the suggested modifications below.
Items:
Optional items:
Prep Work:
Cover the bed with a plastic sheet.
Run a bath of cold water and put ice into it. You will want to soak in it
until your core body temp hits about 85 degrees. Do not go any lower or you'll
risk dying of hypothermia. Do not perform this ritual in a room below 81 degrees
or the same risk applies. A person lowering their core temp and then lying still
in a room that is, say 64 degrees might wind up very dead rather than pseudo
dead.
Have your cleaning supplies close at hand.
Autoerotic:
Prepare your sigil at a time you feel you have to piss and shit.
Any sights and sounds of death and mourning should be started before lying on
the bed.
Lie on the bed and let your bladder go - if necessary put your hand in a glass
of warm water. It's fairly important in a death simulation to lower the temp and
defecate/piss, as a dead person has no bladder control.
The rite:
As you lie there in your own filth, envision your skin pulling away. As it dries
and rots, the flesh falling from you, intestines pooling into goo, organs
rupturing and drying, muscle stringing out and drying like beef jerky left on
the pavement in summer...as you obtain the perfect visions of physical death
begin masturbating. Conjoin the experience of lying there wallowing in death
with sexual eroticism - the climax charges your sigil, the sensation (or ideal
anathema) one is trying to reach is the conjoining of the two in the complete
physical realization that both are tied together (death/sex) and that there is
no transcendence, only understanding.
Banish by preferred method.
- Optional stuff with the above can include a slow introduction of sexual
noises and sounds into the meditation on death - building the eroticism
slowly while the contemplation of death and the experience of it
continues.
Homoerotic:
Doing this rite with a partner has several optional approaches,
1) passive partner just focuses on death and being dead while active
partner meditates on their death and then juxtaposes that with sexual
arousal and the two are conjoined in a necrophilic consummation.
2) passive partner does the rite above and engages in autoerotic behavior
and the active partner goes through step one - both have their own sigils.